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THE JACKET
By
Charles W. Shirriff
Theirs was
not a prestigious address, but its downtown location and low rent made it
attractive to the couple and their two young children.
They had
been typical high school sweethearts in a small rural
Her mother
approved of him, saying that he was a fine upstanding young man from a good
family.
His father
didn’t say much about his girlfriend. But the sparkle in his eyes and his
too wide smile when she was around betrayed his approval.
Over fries
and Pepsi at the local coffee shop, she told him of her fear that they would be
having a baby. It was the first time they had discussed anything more serious
than the latest CD release or what movie would be showing in the town’s
only theatre that weekend. In the course of their usual endless discussions they
also discovered that they both believed in the sanctity of life, animal rights,
equality of the sexes and the importance of chocolate in their daily diet. This, however, was more
serious because they both loved the idea of having a baby and felt there was
much they could teach their child although nothing specific came to mind. They
dropped out of school to get married. It wasn’t really much of a choice
as far as they were concerned because their views on life were so similar and
the future looked rosy through the optimism of youth.
He gave her a nice
Zirconium ring and she gave him a shiny leather jacket he had always wanted.
Both their
parents said it was a lovely wedding. It was a small ceremony held in the
church that neither of them had attended very often, with a women’s group
catering a reception in the basement. A weekend at the Holiday Inn was provided
by her father who hadn’t been an active member of the family during the
past decade and wasn’t able to attend. He sent the newlyweds his best wishes
and a cheque.
After a
weekend honeymoon at the hotel he got a minimum-wage, shift-work job at a local
fast-food emporium as assistant manager, no less. Their usual dinner was
macaroni and cheese with a weekly splurge of free pizza or fried chicken,
courtesy of his job. The cupboard was sparsely stocked with a sea of yellow
no-name groceries. They shared in the household chores, shared in the care and
discipline of the children, and made family decisions only after intense
discussion to reach a consensus.
She had
wanted to get a job so that she could be his equal as a wage-earner, but they
chose to have her stay home at least until the baby arrived. And then, she
stayed home waiting for the second one to arrive. But they made it clear to
each other that her options were open to work when the children got older. She
was responsible for balancing the cheque book and
deciding which of the bills would be paid at the end of the month and which
ones would have to wait another month.
Theirs was
a marriage dedicated to an equal division of labour
and responsibility. Although there was never much money, the children were all
well-clothed and had enough toys, courtesy of helpful friends, family and
Years later
the parish priest would refer to it as an epiphany; the psychologist, a
defining moment; the coffee house gossip, a turning point in their lives. To
them, at the time, it was barely perceived as an event:
Wednesday
“Of
course. I’d never forget our fourth
anniversary.”
“Are
you ever sorry you married me? They’ve been pretty lean years. You could
have done better for yourself without a wife and three kids to look after.”
“We
don’t have much money, but we have each other. That’s the only
thing that’s important.”
Thursday
“Maybe
I’ll leave the kids at my mother’s for a while so I can have some
time to myself.”
11:06 pm The
poorly-lit lane was quiet except for the intermittent stream of cars cruising
slowly in front of the young men leaning against the buildings or standing in
small groups.
“Hi.
Can I give you a lift?”the
driver called through his open window.
The man got
into the red Camarro and it cruised off into the
night.
Friday
8:52 am “I
didn’t hear you come in. Were you very late?”
“A
little after
“I’ll
make us a special
She eagerly
accepted the store-gift-wrapped package and slipped the gold bracelet onto her
wrist.
“I
have something for you, too.” He opened the lovingly hand-wrapped box
revealing a gold–plated digital wrist watch.
“Now
I’ll never be late coming home,” he said with a smile.
Saturday
8:45 am “The bracelet is pretty, and
I really love it, but I don’t want you doing that any more.”
“Don’t want me doing
what anymore?”
“You
know what I mean.”
“How
did you know?”
“Every
time you wear your leather jacket, I know you’re going out to get some
money.”
“We
need the extra money to make ends meet.”
“It’s
not so bad if it’s for the children. I hate it when you buy me something
because you know I don’t have any extra money lying around.”
“You
don’t have to buy me anything. I just like to give you nice
things.”
”But
I do. And I don’t like what I have to do the get it.”
“What
do you have to do?”
“Why
do you think I needed to have the apartment to myself yesterday?”
As the
months passed, she gradually assumed more of his household responsibilities.
She stopped taking the children to stay at her mother’s place, and was
never alone in the apartment without them.
But he wore
the shiny leather jacket more and more often and later and later into the
night.